Showing posts with label mocha. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mocha. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Hi...My name is Raquel and I am an Addict



I have an addiction. A really bad, bad, bad addiction. And I need help.

See I do not consider my self the addictive type. I smoke; but only at night, drink; but only at social events, curse, but only at my kids (just kidding now, call off child protective services) 

Anyways, I'm not a big health nut.If you have read my last post, you will know that I am trying to make small changes in my eating habits. One of them is fat. Counting Fat grams. Not excessively but just becoming a bit more aware in the hopes that I can shed this Rhino-like shape  I've adapted. 

To the point..a coworker and I occasionally bring in things for one another...coffee, muffins biscuits, treats, etc. Well one day she brought me something that changed my life for the better at the time and now for the worse. It was something I'd never had before and it was so damn good you can soon find yourself selling off your goods to have it. Yes, dammit, it is that good . And  I know it' s not just me because when I am in line at the drive thru I see every car ahead of me get one too. Here it is....
OMG! This is the best shit ever...ever! I went a lil outta control at first and was getting one of these bad boys everyday. Not good for the budget or the waistline. Then I cut back to 3 a week. When I started my "diet" I said no more period! Okay then maybe 1 per week. But I simply cannot live without them. The fat grams in one is 24fat grams, and trust me that is waaay up there. So I've really tried to stay away but I dream about them, I see them in the road when driving at night, When my kids call "mama!" I hear "mocha!". I cannot control it. I have even skipped meals to make room for the drink. I need help fast. Someone hurry before this drink does me in. I'm actually drinking one while writing this post. Damn it I hate Mcdonalds!
Heres some pics to drive home my point.
Before Mocha





Before Mocha
                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                                   Me After Mocha


So have you had this? Am I alone here. If you haven't had this then please share your addiction with me?